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Monday, April 25, 2005

Last night that horrible feeling came over me again. And i was all alone. i'm not sure which was worse.
Why can't I evade it? It's like this lurking shadow following me around everywhere, making me feel the worst fear possible.

I just want familiarity again, and i want to STOP feeling everything. Initially feeling everything was great and new and exciting; now, it's just wearisome, tiring, draining, irrelevant, and annoying. I just want to go back to the way i was. where it was my own safe, secure world. Eventually I'll get it back.

BLAH
I can't wait for my happy posts
12:37 PM

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